Welcome "Back" to the working world.

These past few months have been VERY crazy for our family. We have had a few months full of fun birthdays, little vacations... all with the worry of one thing. MAKING A LIVING!!! Bill wasn't having much luck with the job search, so I decided to head out and job search myself. I landed a job at Discover Card in Collections, with a start date of May 24th! I begain telling myself, "It's okay... I can do this. No sweat, I'm super woman right?" Now as the day approaches, the nerves are kicking in. I am beginning to doubt my ability to succeed in the working world, and even more of a worry is my kids. Will they be okay in daycare? Will this transition be too much for them? What things in their lives will I miss out on? Will someone do the job in raising them as I do? Then on top of all those thoughts comes the Will my school work suffer? Will I be able to maintain school work, let alone good grades? Will I have to put my education on hold? Will I ever finish my degree? All these things I learned were minimal when Bill finally landed a job! THEN, came the worry of childcare... Who can I trust with MY children? Will they be reliable? Will my children take to their structure?

Can I just tell you I am all out of steam... All this thinking and contemplating has over boiled my brain!

Boys will be Boys!

Sam came up to me yesterday and said, "mom my penis hurts... there is something wrong with it!!!" So I say, "I'm sorry honey, why does it hurt..." "I don't know mom!" So I look and he has a lil' boner... "Son, if you wouldn't play with it, it wouldn't 'hurt'." "Ooooohhhhh!" he says! Life with boys is ALWAYS very intere...sting and occasionally awkward....